Sleepless nights

As of late, I have been experiencing intermittent sleep and reaching office late. Damn

It could be due to a few factors, perhaps.
Work anxiety and I have to admit I have been thinking way too much for my own good.
So many random thoughts just fill me head, sometimes there is not a single moment for a breather.

Somehow I'm always plagued by this BLUE feeling. I think its dangerous because it sucks you deep inside and sometimes you don't feel like coming out of it.
And it is so fcked when you actually enjoy feeling blue!

Layaning James Morrison's When the Pieces Don't Fit Anymore..damn...
Why la so emo always...well there's someone who is the exact replica of me who is trying so hard to please me and cheer me up but somehow the pieces don't fit!
I know it sounds damn cliched, somehow he would seem like all I ever wanted all I ever wished for but the heart is just not there.

What happens now when you have what you have always wanted but somehow you just don't want it when you have it. I know i know its such a big paradox!!

Sometimes life is so contradictory and somehow everything is so paradoxical.

I deserve to have my toe shot for complaining. There never seems to be enough of complaints and sometimes i'm so sick of myself for having to complain and be blue. Like wat the fuck is wrong with me..

I have everything everyone would want and still I am not happy. Something is seriously wrong in my head.

Fuck me....