KRABI 2008 - Honestly speaking I did not really enjoy it, no doubt it was beautiful. There was just something lacking....

Just get outta my Life

This is the millionth time you have let me down
Again and again. I will never return back to you ever.
I guess this is the final lid to our era. I appreciate the good times we had but the disappointments from you are just too great and outweigh all the good that we ever can have.

This is it.

Goodbye.

I'll be Waiting

I've been thinking a lot lately and I never stopped loving you one bit since 2003.

This song is so achingly beautiful. It's called I'LL BE WAITING
Been listening to this on repeat mode.

First single off Lenny Kravitz's Love Generation album.

He broke your heart He took your soul You hurt inside

'Cause there's a hole

You need some time

To be alone Then you will find

What you've always known

I'm the one who really loves you baby

I've been knocking at your door As long as I'm living I'll be waiting

As long as I'm breathing

I'll be there Whenever you call me I'll be waiting

Whenever you need me I'll be there I've seen you cry

Into the night

I feel your pain Can I make it right I realize there's no end in sight

Yet still I wait For you to see the light

I'm the one who really loves you baby

I can't take it anymore As long as I'm living

I'll be waitingAs long as I'm breathingI'll be there

Whenever you call me I'll be waiting Whenever you need me

I'll be there

You are the only oneI've ever known

That makes me feel this way Girl you are my own

I want to be with you Until we're old

You've got the love you need right in front of you

Please come home As long as I'm living I'll be waiting

As long as I'm breathing I'll be there Whenever you call me

I'll be waiting Whenever you need me I'll be there...

VOLARE!

Volare is the Latin and Italian word for the verb to fly; adding an acute accent on the final e (volaré) it is also the Spanish word for I will fly.

Pienso que un sueno parecido

No valvera mas Y me pintaba las manos y la cara de azulY d'improviso el viento rapido me llevo

Y me hizo volar en el cielo infinito Chorus

Volare oh oh Cantare oh oh oh oh

Nel blu dipinto di blu felice di stare lassu E volando, volando feliz

Yo me encuentro mas alto

Mas alto que el sol

Mienstras el mundo se aleja despacio Despacio de mi Una musica dulce tocada Solo para mi Pienso que un sueno parecido

No valvera mas Y me pintaba las manos y la cara de azul

Y d'improviso el viento rapido me llevo Y me hizo volar en el cielo infinito

Sleepless nights

As of late, I have been experiencing intermittent sleep and reaching office late. Damn

It could be due to a few factors, perhaps.
Work anxiety and I have to admit I have been thinking way too much for my own good.
So many random thoughts just fill me head, sometimes there is not a single moment for a breather.

Somehow I'm always plagued by this BLUE feeling. I think its dangerous because it sucks you deep inside and sometimes you don't feel like coming out of it.
And it is so fcked when you actually enjoy feeling blue!

Layaning James Morrison's When the Pieces Don't Fit Anymore..damn...
Why la so emo always...well there's someone who is the exact replica of me who is trying so hard to please me and cheer me up but somehow the pieces don't fit!
I know it sounds damn cliched, somehow he would seem like all I ever wanted all I ever wished for but the heart is just not there.

What happens now when you have what you have always wanted but somehow you just don't want it when you have it. I know i know its such a big paradox!!

Sometimes life is so contradictory and somehow everything is so paradoxical.

I deserve to have my toe shot for complaining. There never seems to be enough of complaints and sometimes i'm so sick of myself for having to complain and be blue. Like wat the fuck is wrong with me..

I have everything everyone would want and still I am not happy. Something is seriously wrong in my head.

Fuck me....

Sometimes you can't make it on your Own

Tough, you think you've got the stuff

You're telling me and anyone

You're hard enough You don't have to put up a fight

You don't have to always be right

Let me take some of the punches

For you tonightListen to me now

I need to let you know You don't have to go it alone And it's you when I look in the mirror

And it's you when I don't pick up the phone

Sometimes you can't make it on your own

We fight all the time You and I... that's alright We're the same soul

I don't need... I don't need to hear you say That if we weren't so alike You'd like me a whole lot more

Listen to me now I need to let you know You don't have to go it alone And it's you when I look in the mirror And it's you when I don't pick up the phone

Sometimes you can't make it on your own(Just say his name)I know that we don't talk

I'm sick of it all Can, you, hear, me, when, I, sing You're the reason I sing You're the reason why the opera is in me

Well hey now, still gotta let ya know

A house doesn't make a home Don't leave me here alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror And it's you that makes it hard to let go Sometimes you can't make it on your own Sometimes you can't make it Best you can do is to fake it

Sometimes you can't make it on your own

gone

Fak la...I wrote one pretty damn long emo post yesterday and when i clicked Post it, error link came up pulak... I guess the moment has passed and I will never be able to revisit that particular moment anymore. Anyway it was a very dark moment and I think the post would not have raised anyone's spirits at all. Ok basically wat i wrote was something about having an idealistic approach to marriage and relationship. I guess I dunch wanna get into that right now. Everyone, please check out Black Rebel Motorcycle. Its album is called BRMC Its a fucking awesome album, very old school black leather rock. It will make you wanna have a good mindblowing hard fuck! Raw and wild! grrrrrrrrr